Safety and love
-- the things you offered to me
I fell into that relaxed feeling
thinking there would be no worries....
not with you
So many nights spent up late talking
Promises made
I believed
New surroundings
Scared and wary
.......but happy
to be with you
Then comes the pushing
the expecting
the confusion
Realization
that me, just as me,
is never really good enough
A saddened heart
filled with the knowledge
of things........
that will never be.
August 18, 2011
12:00 a.m.
Gina F. Canty
